I’ve never, ever, ever guilt tripped my brother for having such an amazing life.  And I would never do that.
And I very, very rarely feel sorry for myself by comparing our lives because that just does no good and I don’t like to feel sorry for myself in general.

BUT SERIOUSLY.  Today I don’t give a fuck.  I  wanna know what the fuck happened when the blessings or the magic or whatever the hell determines your fate was being distributed.  

I’ve got like a shit load of rare, unrelated, freak medical problems and I’ve been in and out of the hospital my entire life.
My brother was hospitalized once when he was three years old for a bad ear infection.  
My parents have not hardly helped me at all since I turned 17 with anything.  I’ve been pretty much on my own.
My brother is 22 and continues to get help from them.  
I can’t work a real job because sitting or standing for a long period of time is just not feasible for me because of my medical shit.  
My brother has had the same stable job for 5 years and makes plenty of money.
Dating has been a nightmare for me.
My brother has had one girlfriend whom he has dated for 8 years now and is going to marry in June of next year.
I have virtually no talents.  I’m just kinda sorta good at a lot of things.
My brother is really good at everything.
I have been in one accident where I flipped 5 times and almost died, and just yesterday I was in another accident in which my car was totaled. 
My brother has been in one accident in his life and it was just a fender bender. 
Figuring out financial aid for college has yet to go smoothly for me.  Though my brother and I both qualitfy for the same scholarship and everything, something went wrong with mine and I’m just gonna be in debt.
His schooling is not only fully paid for but he wound up with extra money in his pocket. 
My parents favor him.
My parents deal with me. 

God I sound whiny.  

No fucks are being given right now. 
Don’t get me wrong. I’m happy for my brother. I love my brother. I just wanna know what the fuck happened. 

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I went from having a car and a job to no car and no job in a matter of 2 days.

Quit my my job and then totaled my car yesterday.  Cool beans.

Whatever, thank God my friends Casey and Sydne who were in the car with me were okay.  And thank God I’m okay despite a possible sprained foot.  

What a week.

Can I please have a hug?

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